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JOANIE I am pretty much like every other girl. Perhaps not that much. I like thinking for my own. One thing I can't tolerate is for people to tell me they know me. I find that terribly arrogant. bolditalicstrikestrong

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I always find that love is a fluctuating emotion. Or maybe love is not an emotion, but more like a bond between people. An understanding, a trust that no matter what happens they will be there to support and empower you. And what’s fluctuating is actually your happiness when you’re with the person you love, that’s what I think.

I think I would really like to live my life passionately, to feel the intensity of happiness, sadness, anger or disappointment. To do crazy things, to be honest about what I think and feel and stop hiding just to conform to what the fucking society and what people expect me to do. BECAUSE it is my life and I want to live it my way even if it means I’m making a mistake, I AM making MY mistake.

I love talking to Ain, we always talk about stuff and somehow we would stumble upon something smart or else she’d be sharing cool insights with me.

Like how, we shouldn’t change how we look now because when we go back to god and he notice we’re different, he is going to feel bad because we didn’t think what he gave us was good enough.

Like how (I shared this), there are places in our life we didn’t know has a void until someone comes along to fill it.

Like how, we often take things for granted until its too late.

Like how (I felt this), I feel a totally lack of self identity. She said its because of Chinese lack of culture appreciation, don’t know how true that is but when I look back, besides citing people who loves me, I can’t really think what makes me really special.

Like how, she doesn’t approve of homosexuality because animals don’t engage in them shows god hasn’t plan for man to be with man and woman to be with woman. That’s really an intelligent thought. But hey, I’m really all for inter-racial marriages and if you’re happy, homosexual marriages in Singapore is really fine by me, if the law approves la.

Talking to Sam right now, talking about really scandalous stuff. About… Lesbian and sex with them. hahahaha. Really, you don’t wanna know the details!

That’s all for now! =)

p.s. Ammar says he’s gonna marry me when I become a real pirate.