Friday, March 02, 2007
Cause we just wanna live it our way
Cause there’s a kid in me
Like the kid that’s in you
All the fun we have together
Fun that last forever
Just you
You and me
Where we can be free (& me)
Kids Central is the place to be
I just wanna live it my way
It causes anguish in me to think that everything we do, we have to do it within the socially acceptable standards, every single thing. Why is it that adults always try to make us conform to what they think is right for us? (Not only adults sometimes) If you are telling me it is because they are older and have more experience and know more than we do, then, isn’t it unfair that they had their chance to learn it on their own and we are forced to learn it only vicariously through them? Having said that, how would you like it if at every turn of your decision making, I am there to haunt you, to persuade you from doing what you would really want, after all, what is living without making mistakes?
I want to make mistakes and I want to learn to correct MY mistakes on MY own. I want to do things because my heart desires to do them not because someone comes along and tell me what they thinks is good for me. Besides who knows what is best for me?
Perhaps I should keep my plans close to my chest so no one, no one would be telling me again what is best for me. Until when it is known to them, it wouldn’t matter anymore, after all haven’t I done it and succeed. But then again, it is a very sad thing I feel, when one has so many dreams which one can’t share just because it is not conventional or within the social standards.
Sometimes, I do wish I were an orphan. Life would be so much easier without anyone to answer to. Life would be so much easier without my expectations of others and their expectations of me. And sometimes, their expectations are pretty tough to live up to.
A life with no boundaries.