Saturday, November 18, 2006
It’s over…It is weird sometimes you wish for something to be over soon yet when it’s over, you can’t help feeling a pang of regret.
Last night was Choir’s concert. It was, in my option, a total sensation. Initially, I have to admit that the suspension before each song was killing me. But gradually, I got into the mood of enjoying myself. I love the emceeing part it was fun going on stage and be sassy or was it flirty? I’m not sure but it was great fun.
I think it was really heartening yesterday, I had so many people so supportive of me, trusted me enough to go through the whole concert with me. I’ve so much to be thankful for. Though I must admit that it was really disappointing that none of the people I see day in day out were there to show their support for me or for the things I've chosen to do. I think poly is really confusing, sometimes you can just never tell if people ever say what they really mean.
But hey, what more can I ask for? I had my parents, Sam’s whole family, my granny, my little cousin, good friends I’ve met while working for the IMF and my best friend, Raymond. These are the people who really matter to me, including Sook Fun though she was really tired after her As, I guess I can understand that.
I suppose now I can understand why some people enjoy being on stage, being on stage having the attention of everyone to entertain can be quite addictive. The whole concert was relatively well done, considering it is our first in so many years. The best I like about the guest performance was the guitar guy who played ‘Now and Forever’. It was pulling my heartstrings the whole time I was listening, and he’s quite a hot Indian. Really, what more can a girl ask for? –Swoons- Then there’s the backstage crew, Bob, what a corny name but such nice eyes he has.
I think it is really important to surround yourself with people who are kind and supportive, especially when you’re growing up, its people around you who makes you who you are. I refuse to let people who don’t care make me.
You know, I think it’s not so much about being about a better person but more of how you feel at the end of the day that really, really matters.
So much to be thankful for.
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I am pretty much like every other girl. Perhaps not that much. I like thinking for my own. One thing I can't tolerate is for people to tell me they know me. I find that terribly arrogant.
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