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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Go on judging...

If that is the kind of impression you want to have of me, so be it.

People told you this and that about me, you don’t even know if it is true but you believe them because you don’t know me. Why would I care if that is the impression you would want to have of me?

So what if you have known me for a relatively long time? If you still need to persuade someone to think I am who you think I am, so insecure in your own opinion, what can I do when you’re so hell bend on destroying me?

Enough said I won’t be destroyed.

Erm… I could possibility get a song out of this.

Anyway, I realised I’m not inconsistent if I am at least consistent about being inconsistent. But it is more like unpredictable? The thing about living I like best is that, we can be whoever we want to be, if we can smoothly switch from one role to the other. It is like acting, not the supper-dramatic-catch-everyone’s-attention kind, but the more subtle making-people-believe-that’s-you kind. I am truly whoever I want to be.

Nope, it is not that I’m unreal; I am as real as you are, just different.

If you know me well enough, you wouldn’t judge me. You’d accept me because I am who I am because of you, how you perceived me.

I think perception is something really abstract.

Love you so much, Sam! You mean the world to me, honest. I think you’re the only one who has ever made me feel humbled with your love.