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Saturday, September 16, 2006

Finally, I see people and then some…

Yesterday, there were people who took the bus but there still weren’t a lot but definitely an improvement over the previous day. I was really happy about the improvement but absolutely disappointed with myself.

I had everything I've wanted to say to the delegates up in my head, but I was so nervous the whole time I avoid looking at them to prevent conversation. By the end of it, I was so disgusted with myself for not giving myself a chance to give it my best in making them feel welcome, I started thinking of all the half hearted things I have done recently, namely my exams, I was filled with self-loathing.

Sometimes, I really don’t understand myself, why do I feel a need to restrict myself? Will not doing anything brings me far? NO! I am not going anywhere until I do something about it.

Tomorrow will be a brand new day and I shall do something about it. I will tell them about the esplanade and a pretty story about our merlion, then to keep conversation going I will ask them what they are doing there at the Suntec convention centre. COME ON, Joanie, they are not going to eat you. They’re only human.

Sigh. I really need to stop being timid and start to be firm in every area of my life. I am going to flash my beautiful smile and talk to the delegates to make them feel welcome!!!

Struggling towards a better mind, body & soul.