Tuesday, June 05, 2007
CrossroadsNothing is yet confirmed, and I am almost afraid to believe that everything will be fine at last.
Let’s just say, I am confused. If I could go studying in a university, local or overseas, without having to worry, would I do that? I think not. I want to enjoy life a little first. Reason being, I know there’s more to life than just studying and I do want to see it for myself. I want to try out an apprenticeship as a jockey. Daddy said a good horse trainer can get an income of over a million per year. I want to try out being a waitress at a bar/ club. I want to go spontaneous traveling, alone or with friends. I want a house of my own before turning 30.
When I’m done going wild, I guess I’ll go back studying in the U either criminology or if I’m really interested in horses, animal psychology. It is, I think, going to be more interesting than studying normal human beings.
Then perhaps at some point in my life, I would like to get married, maybe a few times? Forever is a long time. Hahaha… Ya, don’t preach to me about how marriage is suppose to be forever, I don’t want to feel obligated and I don’t think I want to engage in pre-marital sex. Perhaps at some point when I know forever is finally here, I’d change my mind about it. I want to have children too!!! Perhaps about 3-4. All boys and one baby girl. And I am going to teach them to live with their heart and not according to the fucking screwed up society standards!
That’s about it. I’m sure at some points there will be major surprises but I’m going to take it in my strike. After all, life doesn’t always go according to plan. =)