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Thursday, February 08, 2007

I’ll let you whip me, if I misbehave…

I am deleting my previous 2 entries because I hate, absolutely hated, how bitchy I sounded, though bitchy— I am.

Things are finally looking good for me, in terms of studies and my life in general. I feel really fortunate to have people I love and care about always by my side when I needed them, but I think its time I learn to stand on my own. It seemed like, right now, I have somehow achieved a semblance of a balance in life, but I am still trying to have a firm hold on this stretch of sanity.

Right now, I am feeling infinitely more comfortable being around my friends and classmates. I guess its all in the attitude of having a good self-esteem and attitude is something that can be learned. And learning the art of balancing a healthy dose of self-confidence and sensitivity towards others is tough, but we all have to do it. =)

That aside, I think I do enjoy being coquettish and going on dates with people, both guys and girls. But I don’t think I would like being committed to a relationship, it’s a bit scary in a sense I guess.

The thing I am fearful of: Losing control.

The things I am going to get over: My fear of losing control, Vishal (this time it’s for real!!!) and Negativity in general.

The things I am going to do more of: Exercise, Flirting with you, Be Happy, Make friends and Smile. =)